Problems

Three years ago I experienced troubling times in my life. My whole life is a series of troubling times, but this was the big purple spot on my timeline.  The spot that said "BIG BAD MOMENT".  I grew up misunderstood as most people.  I was that child who was the blame for all things wrong in the house.  I never did half of the things I was accused of.  I had an older sister who for most of my life was a bitch.  She was also the favorite.  She'd pick on me, read my diary, blamed me for things I was innocent of.  She had the family eating out of the palm of her hands.  It amazed me of how much power she had.  She could literally (and had) lie about me to any one in the family, she could blame me for anything, ANYTHING!  And no matter what, those assholes (whom I love very much) would absolutely believe it, as if it were all they were raised on (like a child grows up believing in god).  Nothing and I mean absolutely nothing I could say could change their minds.  Because of this injustice I grew up resenting them and now I'm not so close to my family.

I was a fatherless child.  My so called "father" beat my mother, treated her and my sister (who at the time was a child) horribly and when I was born wanted nothing to do with me.  And three years ago for the first time I met this man referred to as my father.  In an attempt to try to make a long story short me, my mom and my sister and my "father" went to Dave and Busters a restaurant and game place.  I barely talked to him and when I left to play a game with my sister we saw my mother who was married to my stepfather (the only father figure I knew) kissing that asshole.  I ran into a bathroom and cried.  My sister calmed me down.  She told me not to ruin the day and keep my mouth shut about what I just saw for now.  My first reaction would've been to storm to those two pigs known as my "parents" and yell at them. But my sister was right, I had to pretend like I didn't see what I saw for now.  After that day my mom talked to him on the phone daily.  She saw that earlier he had bought me expensive gifts like an iPhone (which I later shattered), a gold and diamond necklace and even $3,000 to go shopping with.  My mom's a bitch and a gold digger.  Seeing that she fell back "in love" with my "father".  She cheated on my step dad and divorced him.  She made him think that I was the cause and till this day he still blames me.  She told my male creator horrible lies about me so that he would stop spending money on me and start spending on her.  She hated to think of what the family thought of this and so she stopped visiting them and try to make me stop visiting them too.  And she tried to force me to like my "father".  This woman thought of an elaborate scheme to put me in a home so that she and the asshole could live together.  One day after coming back from my grandmas House me and my mom got into an argument that led to her with her hands around my neck chocking me. My own mother chocking me.  The police came and sent me to stay with my sister for the night, and that's where I stould for the past three years.